Field Notes in Existential Psychology
Reflections on meaning, uncertainty, and how people orient themselves when life resists explanation.
About this series
This series explores existential questions through a psychological lens, focusing on meaning, freedom, mortality, and uncertainty. The writing is reflective and interpretive rather than instructional or theoretical. These pieces follow lines of inquiry as they unfold, without requiring resolution or conclusion. The aim is not to solve existential problems, but to examine how people live inside them.
The Meaning domain clarifies how coherence and direction are built across time. Field Notes is what it looks like when that process is happening in real conditions: partial, unresolved, and still psychologically consequential. For the conceptual framework that grounds this series, see Meaning.
The Grace We Don’t Expect
In our most vulnerable moments, someone sometimes appears—offering help, rescue, or quiet grace. This Field Note explores the psychology and existential meaning behind those “just-in-time” encounters that stay with us for a lifetime, reshaping how we view crisis, connection, and the world itself.
Nothing Changes If You Don’t Die: Mortality as a Psychological Lever
We all know we’ll die someday—but truly realizing it can change everything. In this reflection on mortality, psychology, and time, Professor RJ Starr explores why our awareness of death is not just a source of anxiety but a lever for clarity, presence, and meaning. Death doesn’t just end a life—it reshapes how we live it.
The Silent Witness: Consciousness, Isolation, and the Unshareable Self
No one will ever fully know what it’s like to be you. This essay explores the existential tension between our deep desire to be understood and the reality that consciousness is inherently private. Drawing from philosophy, psychology, and neuroscience, Professor RJ Starr examines what it means to live inside a mind that cannot be shared.
The Weight of Choice: On Freedom, Anxiety, and the Pressure to Get It Right
We often celebrate freedom as the ultimate good—but for many, it feels more like a burden. In this existential exploration, Professor RJ Starr examines why choice creates anxiety, how modern psychology and neuroscience explain our paralysis, and what it really means to live responsibly when no one else can choose for you.
On the Beautiful Absurd: A Lecture on Meaning, Mind, and the Joke We Can’t Escape
We search for meaning in a world that offers none; and yet, we keep searching. Through the lenses of philosophy, psychology, and neuroscience, this reflection explores the strange dignity of living with open eyes in an indifferent universe. Meaning may be constructed, but our response to the absurd is deeply human.